Imprints of my footsteps

Openness

I always believe openness of each individual heart is very important.

It really draws me closer to those that are willing to be open ;)

People who are over-conservative aren’t really the type of people I like because I could not say what I want to say and they would not tell me what they really think in their cramped up mind….

 

Recently I felt that one of my friend has close up so much that it was unable for some of us to have a real conversation with him as all he does is go into a serious mode and not talk at all. I would ask him about who he likes , his ex and stuff like that but yet he does not fill me in a single shit that he knows. Its not that im saying that just because he didn’t tell me and stuff that’s why I feel so blah blah blah. I just feel that being over-conservative to STRANGERS is a good thing , but not to someone whom will be your best friend in the coming future.

 

The best laughters all comes  from the people whom dares to speak their mind out loud , bring their thoughts into actions , dare to face the consequence that they might face for being open.

 

I always believed openness begets openness. But this theory has failed umpteen times in my life. But I would not stop with this rule of mine , because I want to start the engine of each person’s openness and unlock their hearts to be as open as mine. :)

 

Male or female, it’s the same.

 

Thoughts

Dont you guys ever have thoughts on WHAT are you going to be in future?

This thought striked me hard in the MRT when I was travelling from Yew Tee to Yio Chu Kang.

I was deep in my thoughts on what I want to be in future, what I want to do, who am I going to be?

I thought of the different kind of stuff I would do , but in overall it related to business.

F&B , Retail and Fashion were the top 3 things in my mind. I have thought of playing  the stock market  but yet I am not doing anything to learn about it.

I believe the difference between a good and normal business man is that , they dream and work towards it, while the other dreams but continue running in their own fantasy world.

Yet I am choosing the path of the norm.

I love breakthroughs to happen in my life , but who or what will be there to be the push factor?

I want to really learn how to start my basic fundamentals in the martket. I really do

Style

Poly started a month ago, yet it felt like it started just a week. Its really crazy to have met so many different types of people in school. 

1. The serious as hell bitchs

2. The weirdos

3. The every question ask teacher

4. The bastards

5. The martial artist

6. The egoistic

7.     The awkward potato 

I have seen many  1’s in my school , where jokes cant even be passed through

their ears. They go all “Are you a retard?” and stuff like that.

The 2’s are rare but when they appear , they sure are weird! Actually I got no way

of describing weird people because they live their life the way they want it to , so

DONT JUDGE! #butialreadydidjudgewhenicalledthemweirdhehe

The 3’s, I have no objections to list the name as Shu Ping is one hell of a bugger.

She may be smart and shit but what the fuck , questioning every question with a

question? Damn thats a whole load of info in your brain man!

The 4’s are great , love them man, one of them is just always right there beside me

and one of them , inside me ;) Doing the craziest shit that you never thought you’ll

do. Talking shit about people and bro fist, awesome moments man.

The 5’s is one of my mate too , martial arts enthusiast , but respect to him for

having so much skills inside him when he look just like a plain Jack. Really really

cool, but still its really hard to avoid awkward situations with him because the

genre and topic we talk about are different :(

The 6’s is quite common i guess? Even in secondary school there are loads that are

like this. But in poly i can see that some are just too obsessed with ego i guess?

Thats where they try to defend themselves or praise themselves when they have

the opportunity to do so.. #itsquiteaturnoff

There are lots of questions in all these stuffs i guess so yeah!

The 7! DAMN , its really hard to go through those 7’s in school because

conversations die out so fast , and from @factbook : It just takes 4 seconds for a

conversation to turn awkward. I would always try to salvage the situation by

popping a random question but still , sometimes when it takes the extra effort just

to talk , it sucks :( I love conversations where we can chat about ANYTHING

,ANYWHERE. Dont you guys just love those kind of people?!

So which style of people do you like? ;)

Cash $$$$$

Recently I’ve been working part time on weekends for extra cash. But I was

wondering why am I even working when I dont need this cash.

Then I realise it really made a huge impact in my life though I just earn a little

extra cash from this job at Taka.

It made me less conservative on cash (not sure if good or bad but still) , I dont

need to be like the past , holding on to each note in my wallet as close as possible.

Not allowing them to escape easily unless they are forced to…

I really disliked thinking twice,thrice or more, just to spend on things. But as a

student , i have to really save up because what I am using was not my money

whereas it was my mum’s. But after i got any jobs , I eased the controls and be

more happy in letting the money escape from its dungeon without much

unhappiness.  My secondary school friends would call me “gei gao” and stuff like

that , but yeah although i didnt voice out how it sucks to be called , i have to

accept the fact that i have to be that way to be spend thrift.

But after i got my pay and stuff , i’m not sure if my friends think that im bragging

how much i did earn , but actually i dont think im bragging, i was just letting loose

of the controls and yeah , spend it more freely than before!:) I feel so much

happier doing it this way , thats why I always wanted to be in a rich family where i

dont need to worry about cash and shit…

Money is the root to happiness , indirectly ;)